finding serenity

Psychic

Vanessa Hudgens

Sometimes I feel his love, sometimes I don't

There's times when he proves it then times when he won''t

Its time I know the deal about how he truly feels

I guess what's killing me is just not knowin 

My friends all tell me maybe I should seek a psychic



They tell me just beware I may or may not like it



But either way I know I need to get some answers



About where I stand with him



How do I know, I need to know





 


If he's for real won't you please let me know



Or is he just playin, let your magic card show



Something bout when he's here makes me not see so clear



Does your crystal ball show any lovin at all 


I know this must seem so desperate



But desperate’s what I've become



I'll do anything to know I'm the only one



Anything to get the truth from you 







~this song is very addicting...haha!!!  I like the melody...<3~




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Oo by Up Dharma Down

Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Sana’y nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam

Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo

Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
Di mo lang alam
Ika’y minamasdan
Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam

Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko

Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
Isang kindat man lang
Di mo lang alam
O, ika’y minamasdan
Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Ooo

Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan

Tuliro
Spongecola

Labis akong nahuhumaling
sabik sa bawat sandaling ika’y makapiling
giliw, hayaang lumapit
‘wag mo sanang ipagkait
mamalas ang langit

anung nadarama
tuwing makikita kang dumarating
tuliro, di malaman ang gagawin at
walang sinumang makakapigil sa akin
at wala nang ibang makapagbabago ng aking isip
sa iyo

Wari’y di ko na malimot
mga galaw at kilos mo
sa aking pagtulog at sa panaginip
ika’y mamalagi nang ‘di na malulumbay
sa aking paggising

Anung nadarama
ngayong sa isip ko’y hindi ka maalis
Tulio, di malaman ang gagawin at…

anung nadarama
ngayon at nandirito ka sa ‘king tabi
Tuliro, di malaman ang gagawin at…

Just so you know

Jesse McCartney

i shouldn’t love you but i want to
i just can’t turn away
i shouldn’t see you but i can’t move
i can’t look away

and i don’t know how to be fine when i’m not
’cause i don’t know how to make a feeling stop

(chorus:)
just so you know
this feeling’s taking control of me
and i can’t help it
i won’t sit around, i can’t let him win now
thought you should know
i’ve tried my best to let go of you
but i don’t want to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

it’s getting hard to be around you
there’s so much i can’t say
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way

and i don’t know how to be fine when i’m not
’cause i don’t know how to make a feeling stop

this emptiness is killing me
and i’m wondering why i’ve waited so long
looking back i realize
it was always there just never spoken
i’m waiting here…been waiting here

Racing thoughts

I have to admit that
we live in two overlapping circles
possible for us to cross paths again
before that time comes, I will wait
wait for you to come back to me
and I will be the only one, not just one of them…

I wish that I could look
into your eyes
and say I miss you.
I wish that I could hold
your hand
and say thank you.
If only the two of us
would be invisible…
Come to think about it,
what are pleasant dreams for??? =D

*If this was to be critiqued, I would say the imagery is too blurry.haha!! Talk about the vagueness of this so-called poem…(well…my blog, my way…d=)*

Come to think of it, this blog has been unwritten for about two months…well, for updates, last Sunday was the Superbowl. Hence, the title of this post is based on that. The Pittsburg Steelers won against the Seattle Seahawks. To be honest, it was not that fun for me. Our San Diego Super Chargers was not the one who was playing so it lessened my enthusiasm to watch it. (yeah, that’s what you call team spirit!! =D)

—–>signing off<——-

I found a book that has dream interpretations in it.

Hand
The hand may symbolize a person’s whole life.

Heck, I don’t believe it. These dream interpretations are based on Freudian beliefs..Psychodyanamic psychology. This branch of psychology has no empirical basis to back it up. Hence, it is not known to be valid. Hey, I’m just being honest here..no offense to people who believe these things. It is normal to believe in Freud. =D

"Everytime I hold your hand, it’s not the same…" -NVNM

The Boy Next Door is the man of your dreams

The guy next door can be a lot more than the kid who played a great game of tag and buried you in snowballs. He can be the man of your dreams. A laidback and fun girl like you doesn’t need a glass slipper or fancy jewels — you just want a guy who knows how to have a good time and has a handle on what’s important.

You’re the kind of girl who wants to marry her best friend, so you might not have to look far for the perfect guy for you. Whoever said you have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince wasn’t talking about you.

Homeboy by Jojo

My homie since knee high
We came up on the south side
Where you had to beat the street lights home
We got into some street fights
But the next day we be right back get it all
Wherever there was me, there was you
And we were like crew
Straight from junior high school
Then you messed it all up
Started pushing up
Kissed me on the cheek
And I fell in love

Shorty’s a little taller now
Into big things, he’s a baller now
His heart never changed
I can see he’s still down
I can’t forget him
More than his voice is changing now
All that I see is rearranging now
It just ain’t the same
Catchin’ feelings now
I should tell him

When the the boy next door
Don’t want to be my homeboy no more
Saw something that he never saw before
I think he wants to be my baby, baby
Been thinkin ’bout him all my life
Now I see him in a whole new light
Something about it feels so right
I think he wants to be my baby, baby

Every night when we get home
Undercovers talking on the phone
Here comes my mother
It’s way too late
Might get in trouble
My heart can’t wait
Writing till my hand cramps up
4 pages saying I’m in love
Can’t get you off my mind 
I’m sure I’ll be fine when I look into your eyes

Chocolate covered candy kisses
They keep me reminiscing
All I want is what your giving
Nothing like your affection
So in love and you’re the reason
There’s no more lonely season
Lately boy, you drive me crazy
Think I wanna be your baby

The HP movie was great!! I like how they edited everything..they only showed the highlights which were good. The movie was funny, exciting and sad at the same time. They got my two thumbs up for that. I had a crush on Dan *again*. Don’t worry, I’m over it..haha!! I wanna watch it again..=D…oh well..I can’t do that..I have other things to do…I guess I should stop babbling about the movie..moving on…Oh yeah, Yael’s birthday is coming up..Wait…it’s tommorow!! November 22!! Oh well..Happy Birthday to him. I promise myself that I will watch them play when I go home. =D Reminds me…they have another song that’s playing on the radio and it also has a video..here it goes:

Una by Spongecola

Muli nanamang umihip sa akin
Ang hangin ng pag-iisa
Liwanag kang dagling sumilaw
Sa ‘king mga mata

walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong nilikha
putulin man ang tali ay sadyang walang kawala
sa pagkaakit
nananalangin
at umaasa

^By the way, Yael is now an official sponsor of Converse..well what can I say..haha!! =D I miss this guy!! haha!!^

—–>signing off<——